Repercussion

Repercussion. It really does eat dirt when all you do is sit in boredom. I put it upon myself though. It all was the result of an action that I should have never done. On Wednesday if I would have just controlled my anger and let the rumor he had said about me go, I wouldn't be in the spot I am right now. I would be off to Camp Cambell with everyone else that signed up to be a cabin leader having no worry in the world. I hate the fact that I feel like I have no control over myself. I am a happy person don't get me wrong, but when I am angry it's like I have no way of stopping this beast inside of me.. So now I'm just sitting here bored out of my mind, plenty of time to spend thinking about what I had done.. How it wasn't worth it at all. Having something on my record, facing groundation, and worst of all disappointed in myself.